EXERCISE!
But I hate it at the same time too, does that make sense? I hate waking up early and it's cold and dark outside, and warm and cozy in my bed. My body is still in hibernation mode before 8am. But I LOVE how I feel afterwards. It gives me this weird, out of this world high, when for a brief moment I feel thin and attractive, tough, strong, and capable of anything. Of course this feeling only lasts an hour or less, and then I usually have to take a nap or eat chocolate. But, hey, if I'm not going to do drugs, what better way to get high? Exercise pulls me out of my postpartum depression and brings me back to life. I'm a better mom, more patient with my kids. And my house stays cleaner. Don't ask me why, it just does. I won a gold personal training package here at the Village a while back, and this morning I used it for the first time. Do I feel empowered right now? Yes, I do. think I will go eat a graham cracker and frosting sandwich.
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